Ellachlor Talärn

08.08.2026 Stroll. Fontanka river and Nevsky avenue

Fri, 09 Oct 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Spirit of summer

It was as of a summer day as one could ask: blinding sun☀️, hot wind🥵 and bustling streets👥. So I’ve decide to go through the city center, check in out, show off and so on.😎 It was an experiment with the wig as well: it actually made for my doll mask is a somewhat small for anime one. I was kinda afraid of the back of my head looking weird, but judging by some third party evidence, it held alright.😁

I wasn’t really planning on turning and going on Nevsky ave, but I have great mood, so a small detour was fine by me.

This is also a walk where I’ve gained some popularity amongst normies. It’s been 2 month since, and basically nothing came out of this. But in case you’re wondering, you can check an original post.☝️

Episode 20: Fontanka river and Nevsky avenue

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A couple of short videos from the stroll.

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Some extra photos from various places I’ve visited during my stroll.

28.09.2026 Stroll. Backstreets of Vladimirsky district

Fri, 02 Oct 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Hidden face of Saint-Petersburg

Saint-Petersburg is well known for its palaces, cathedrals and gardens. But there’s also a hidden face of it - hidden old alleyways and backyards. True, some of those are nefarious for home for junkies, hobos and criminals👿, but the atmosphere of these tucked away corners is unlike any other place. So after a bit of planning, I’ve decided to venture and explore this part of St. Pete. And at late evening nonetheless!🌆 Because I’m fearless this way!😜

The walk starts at a place called Тупик Социализма or Dead end of Socialism. Such a funny name. And fitting to a bumhole of a place it is.🤭 Then, I navigated through the various open alleys of Socialisticheskaya, Pravdy, Dostoevskaya and Razyezhaya streets. Most of the inner yards of big Russian cities like Moscow and St. Pete have their gates closed for non-tenants, so I was glad to find a nice assortment of open spaces and explore a surprisingly numerous collection of various statues, graffiti’s and other interesting things.📹 Truly places of their own little culture.

I’m also really glad that I’ve decided to not use extra light for myself, so that you can appreciate the street light as much as I do. The way it shines all kinds of colors is fascinating to me!✨ And my choice of clothes for this stroll was also spot on! Cute and comfy at the same time.😸 The only problem was that my bag kept slipping down all the time. I guess it’s me suffering from success thou…😮‍💨

Episode 19: Backstreets of Vladimirsky district

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A short video from the very beginning of my stroll.

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Some extra photos from various places I’ve visited during my stroll.

And a couple funny failed attempts.👻 It’s really hand to do handheld photos in the dark, even with a gimbal.

22.07.2026 Stroll. Around Gazprom arena.

Tue, 29 Sep 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Missing the warm days

Taking a break after Belarus adventures and returning back to my normal strolls. This one is back from July! Yeah, I’m trying to pick up with everything, but I also walk like twice a week, so videos keep piling up…

Anyway.

This time I went to Krestovsky island to walks around famous Gazprom arena - one of the largest stadiums in Russia and a home for Zenit football team. Just recently there were some news around Kanye West giving a concert at this very stage, but nothing came out of it. And it was long after I walked there.

The day was cloudy and very windy, so after I arrived at the embankment, it was a bit hard to for my hair to stay put, sorry for that.😅 But the sky looked gorgeous, so it was definitely worth it!🖼️

Episode 18: Around Gazprom arena

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A short video from after I already finished the main recording and started walking back home. Didn’t mean to spook her.🤭

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Some extra photos from around the arena.

13.09.2026 Night Stroll. Going out in latex.

Fri, 25 Sep 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Quick outing

Even after my day walk, and an eventful evening stroll, it still wasn’t enough for me!💃 Feeling kinky and daring, I waited for metro to close and ventured the streets around my apartment for a quick solo stroll in latex.🖤

As expected there were barely any people around. Though I did meet a company at the underground passway, but nothing a note really happened. At the very end I tried to get on the swings But my silicone oiled butt slipped right out, so no swings for me I guess.🥲 I also forgot to grab my external mic, so no squeaky latex sounds for you.😝

After a stroll I wanted to have some relaxing time in a jacuzzi tub. But I haven’t checked it beforehand, at when is was finally time to get in, I learned that is wasn’t working. Fucking hate this stuff!🤬 Had to resort to just bathing in like a peasant!😒 At least the wine was good…

Episode 17: Going out in latex

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Me at a street mirror.

Will be missing Minsk. Fell in love with this city.

13.09.2026 Evening Stroll. Minsk after dark.

Mon, 21 Sep 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Hectic walk

It took few hours after my day walk to recharge my camera, and my own batteries.💪 But after the sun had set, I moved out to capture the night side of Minsk.🌃 For this stroll I wanted to visit more local parks in the very center of the city. Bad idea. Not only the route I took was uneventful due to a road being closed for construction, but the parks themselves had very little illumination. So the walk was quite boring.😒

Until I arrived to Victory park. The stella and the memorial were a sight to behold.⭐✨ And the fact that you need to walk up to it gives a strong feeling to it. The red backlight looks moderate from afar, but right beside it is blinding and also hot.

After a few minutes up there I moved do to the park itself. Again, it was very dark, so I only got to the nearby Li-2✈️ plane and went towards the Victors avenue. This is where the video ends. But in reality I went on for about half an hour. And I can’t show you that because of an incident.

The incident

So I went in for a bottle of water to take a short break and continue my stroll. A group of annoying children went after me, asking nonsense and calling me slurs. But whatever, this happens occasionally and I’m not really bothered of that. The bad thing happened when I approached Independence Palace. Or as I call it - Lukashenko’s estate.

And look, I kinda knew what I was dealing with. A few days ago, when we went to a local convention that was going near the Palace as well. And they specifically issued a warning, prohibiting masked cosplayers to walk outside the event hall. So year, you can call me stupid for this stunt.😅

Anyway.

I waltzed right towards the main gates. With my flashlight blasting into my face, ‘cause it’s dark outside and I’m filming myself. I juggled around the entrance for about 5 minutes, trying to get shorts and photos with the Estate properly in frame. After this I went around the Estate to film some more. No one stopped me at the gates, so I thought I was in the clear.

Apparently not. In the distance I see a black van pulling over, blocking my way.🚓 With a three men getting out of it and approaching me. “Well, shit…” I thought to myself and turned off the camera.

They were members of Belarus OMON (special police force). They asked me to take off my mask and show my passport. I won’t go into much details about our conversation, aside from it being surprisingly polite despite various complications. They took a photo of me without a mask, a photo of my passport, I explained that I’m recording myself walking around the city, showed them my youtube channel, briefly explained kigurumi stuff and the convention I went prior. They looked through the photos and videos I took and asked me to delete everything that had the Palace on it. Sadly, it meant that everything after a stop at the store was gone. But atleast they didn’t took the camera or detained me.🫡

After that I walked around for some more, but with the Palace being my goal for this walk I soon decided to take a ride back to my apartments. All and all, the walk itself was fine I guess, but the experience I got from the encounter was kinda worth it. Once again this reinforced my idea that police don’t really care about kigurumi stuff, and when you’re not being a jerk or act like a terrorist, they will usually leave you alone. Even when you do something bad.😁

Also, call me crazy, but I barely stressed during our conversation. Guess I do have some screws loose. Or maybe I just haven’t had my ass kicked for quite some time. I any case, I’m alive and well now. Maybe without any photos of this event, but I will always have it in my memories. And it’ll remain a cool story to tell.

Hope you’ll enjoy whatever recordings I had left from this evening.

Episode 16: Minsk after dark

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A short video atop of Victory memorial.

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One more photo taken from a bridge over a Svisloch river:

And also two photos, one from the Victory memorial again, and one from the streets just below. Really like red/green contrast of it.

13.09.2026 Stroll. Sunny day at Minsk.

Fri, 18 Sep 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Trip to Belarus

Few days ago I’ve returned from my trip to Minsk, Belarus, where we had a small kigurumi meetup, visiting a local anime-convention, doing lewd stuff at a cottage and me specifically - walking all around Minsk. I’ll try and do more in-depth post talking about everything that had happened there, but for now I really want to share a video of my stroll around the morning Minsk.🌇

The weather was absolutely perfect, and so, even though I was totally exhausted after 3 days of action and lack of proper sleep, I’ve decided to take a short stroll. Or that’s what I thought would happen. 3 hours later my camera battery gave up before I did.😁 And that’s even when I’ve decided to shorten the route! I’ve missed so many cool places!😭 Well, I’ll be a goal for the next time I’ll go here.😌

As mentioned, the video is really long, so I hope you’ll enjoy!

Episode 15: Sunny day at Minsk

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A captioned part from the very beginning were in a span of a minute I got two very different and very audible reactions to my look.🤭

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A short video near the Dinamo stadium.☀️

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20.07.2026 Stroll. Wandering around Petrogradskiy island.

Mon, 17 Aug 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Unplanned stroll

Some people have been wondering about how I choose where to go for my next walk. My usual answer is: “I pick a spot on a map, check what’s around, plan the route, maybe visit the place beforehand to check”. This time, however, I went after the first step.😄

I usually drive right past the area around Chkalovskaya metro station, but I know it as a place with lots of small streets and quirky buildings. So I’ve decided to just go there and walk wherever I felt like it, with no particular route or end point.🏙️

The stroll took quite a long time, especially when counting the time it took for me to figure out where I’ve ended up at and how to get back home.😅

But I really enjoyed this style of stroll. And I also enjoyed peeking into every nook and cranny, exploring the places hidden from the main streets. Hope you’ll enjoy it as much as I did.😁

Episode 14: Wandering around Petrogradskiy island

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On being discussed by normies

Thu, 13 Aug 2026 00:00:00 +0000

The subject

It’s been awhile since I’ve shared some of my thoughts on things through this blog. But, to be fair, not much has happened that is worth discussing, or things I find I can share with the internet. This is probably a good thing, right? Makes me feel like I’m doing alright in general.

But I felt like I want to share my thoughts on this particular topic:

So, what happened?

A few days ago a friend of mine sent me a short video of someone else filming me while I was walking around Saint-Petersburg in kigu. I want host the video here or leave a link to it, but here are some screenshots from it.

The video itself had a lightly positive vibe, like: “Look at this weird anime cutie. Strange but why not?”. But the preview for this video set a whole other line of discussion. The question it asked was: “A guy? Who’s under the mask?”. And the comments section was predominantly filled with the similar questions? “Is it a guy? Or a girl?” Speculations arose. “Her legs are too thin, her waist it too wide, her walk is too unnatural.” With author replying to every single one of them, sharing his interest for my real gender with commenters.

This makes me real sad actually. Like, I understand why this question is being asked. I’ve watched TV-show “The masked singer”. I know that only about 20% of talk there is about the performance, the costumes, the show. And all other 80% are speculation about who is the performer under the mask. Still, I can’t help to be sad about it. I fell like with everything in the modern world having an underlying motive, a dark secret, a goal of gaining an advantage on you, people began to constantly be on guard and forgot how to relax and take things on face value.

My take

For me kigurumi never was about trying to deceive people. Yes, I wear mask, pads, hide my identity and all that. Yes, there is a real person behind all that, and the real me has little common with the character they play. Does this make me any less genuine? No! I’m strangely egoistic in this regard: I do kigurumi because I like it. Not to be liked by someone. Not to get fame, attention, money or anything else from the others. Just for myself and my own entertainment. And I really wish others would just accept me the way I am. Wanna film me walking? Sure! Laugh at me and discuss my looks? Go ahead! Approach and try to communicate? Probably won’t work, but it’s alright! I walk on public streets and understand that I draw attention. Just don’t pry on what has deliberately being kept private. Whatever the reason I have to keep my identity private is none of anyone’s business. And questions about my real gender or persona will always make me angry and sad.

What next?

Nothing will probably change though. Such discussions are destined to pop up, and I’m not the one to argue with people on the internet. I won’t even reply to that video’s comments or write to the author. And I’ll continue to walk the streets in kigu like I do now. As I’ve said, I enjoy doing it for myself, and no amount of behind the back discussions is going to make me quit.

Still, a girl can dream, and I dream of the world where talk more about the art, and not the artists. Sure, there are exceptions, but it’s life, yeah? No one is perfect, even a doll like me.

Peace, Ella.

19.07.2026 Stroll. On streets in latex.

Mon, 10 Aug 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Early bird

That day I woke up very early, like 4 o’clock. And for some reason couldn’t fall back asleep again. So I’ve decided to waste my time being a bed vegetable and move out for a sunrise walk. And, as the streets will probably be empty, I’ve chosen my out in my sexy latex clothes.🖤

While I was getting dolled up, Hikarinaka wrote something in a group chat. And, As they weren’t asleep as well, I’ve invited them for a stroll as well. But not before I’d go out on my own!💃

Being on the public streets all alone wearing latex is definitely an experience! Even though there were basically no other people out there at such an early time, I was still very nervous. But, I still enjoyed this daring escapade a whole lot! Wish I could be doing such walks more often, but I guess the society is not ready for such a spectacle.😎✨

As a bonus, my mic caught some juicy latex rubbing sounds. I hope you’ll enjoy it.🎵

Episode 13: On streets in latex

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Extra: Shh… Don’t tell anyone.

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Bestie arrival

Soon after Hikarinaka arrived and we went on as a pair.

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Together we occupied a nearby playground, that was yet empty of kids and they parents. We’ve played on the swings, see-saw and the castle, doing all sorts of silly things!🏰😁

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Holding for our dear lives!😱🤣

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Hitting the road

After that I as starting to get pretty nervous, as there were more and more people starting to walk around us. We went home, but Hikarinaka proposed that we take a little detour and walk over the median strip in the middle of the road!🛣️

I was really nervous at that idea, but in hindsight, I guess there were no people on it, and cars won’t just stop in a middle of the road too. All we’ve got was a couple of horns from drivers.🚗🎺

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15.07.2026 Stroll. Lake Dolgoe.

Thu, 06 Aug 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Short stroll around the neighborhood

Recently, I’ve started to enjoy walking around my home. Saint-Petersburg is huge, and there are innumerable gorgeous places to visit.🏙️ But everything is so far away and making an hour long trip just for an evening stroll is such a drag…😩

That’s why I’ve decided to give more attention to places I can reach a short bus ride or even completely on foot. Dolgoe lake is one such place! And it’s pretty cool in my opinion.😁

As bright evening sun illuminated the streets, I’ve decided to grab the sunglasses Hikarinaka made for me. They look astonishing!😎 But I also can barely see through it. Something with it being too far from my actual eyes. Sadly, it’ll remain as a novelty accessory.🥲

Episode 12: Lake Dolgoe

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Extra: A short video from around the stage

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28.06.2026 Stroll. Stachek square.

Wed, 29 Jul 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Walking around Narvskaya metro station

I really like an old district around Narvskaya metro station, but I live too far away to go there often.

This was the day I’ve decided to finally go there.💃

Starting my walk at Catherinehof park and going past Stackek square, I’ve decided to take a little detour to the lesser street, before returning back to Stachek avenue and finishing the walk at 9’th of January garden. Just a short stroll around the quiet places.😌

Episode 11: Stachek square

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18.05.2026 Stroll. Dandelion meadows.

Fri, 24 Jul 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Remembering the spring

During the hot summer it feels good to remember the cool and colourful spring time.😌

At that day I’ve decided to walk around home to record the field a dandelions that sprouted everywhere an eye could see.🌼🌿

Episode 10: Walking to Aliye Parusa

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The last photo cost me quite a lot of laundry work later, but it was worth it!😁

14.06.2026 Slime party

Thu, 23 Jul 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Party in a coom bath

Just wanted to finally share content from this meetup.

Will probably edit the text some time later, but for now, only photos and videos.

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31.05.2026 Stroll. Visiting Avrora cruiser.

Wed, 22 Jul 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Kinda forgot about this stroll of mine. Catching up!☺️

This one was barely planned. I just wanted to go to legendary Avrora cruiser.

Enjoy!😁

Episode 9: Avrora cruiser

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27.06.2026 Stroll. Aliye Parusa.

Sun, 28 Jun 2026 00:00:00 +0000

What’s up?

Aliye Parusa (Scarlet Sails) is a name of the highschool graduation event at Saint-Petersburg. The name comes from the part of the show where a ship with red sails goes across the Neva river. Sadly, security measures increase every year and now it’s basically impossible to look at the show itself unless you’re this year graduate.🥲

But, this doesn’t mean you can’t come and join the general crowd, listen to street musicians and have your own fun. Exactly my plan!😎

Route change

Arriving at Admiralteyskaya metro station, I was greeted with a crowd. And non-stop announcements to be careful using the escalator. I guess incidents kept happening.🤔

At the surface, however, there was an unexpected twist. I thought they would close up Dvortsovaya square and a part of embankment, but the entrance to Nevsky avenue itself was blocked off.😓

So I had no choice but to joint the stream of people, who, like me, tried to walk around the barricades. Narrow pedestrian walkways of Gorokhovaya st. were not ready, I’m telling ya.😅

Slowly but surely I’ve made it to Sadovaya st. Noticing the free passage, I walked past Apraksin and Gostiny dvors. To my surprise and relief, here was an open entrance to blocked off part of Nevsky ave., people walking on the road, street musicians playing in the distance. And no security checkpoints! Lucky me!😁

The celebration

At Nevsky there was a plethora of street musicians, playing all sorts of music, from legendary Leningrad, Korol i shut, Mumiy troll, some others I didn’t recognise, and even improvisation music like drum solos. It was loud there!🎶

There were also some fancy people there, like a man with Russian flag and a cat on his shoulders. It was super cool!🤩

I’ve spent around an hour there, even after I’ve stopped the recording, just to listen to street musicians playing some of my favorite songs.😌 A bit sad that there were no point in staying for the main event though…

Episode 8: Walking to Aliye Parusa

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Episode 8.1: Aliye Parusa at Nevsky avenue

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At the northern bridge. (Start of the route)

A short video of me walking towards the crowd at the entrance of the closed off part of the street.

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The start of my walk at Admiralteyskaya. The boy was as confused as me.🤣

Finally at Nevsky ave.

18-19.04.2026 Kigurumi Party

Mon, 22 Jun 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Premise

It was my friend Genko’s birthday, so we decided to throw up a fetish party with kigurumi, silicone masks and all the fun things we could take.🥳

Start of day 1

We started the day 1 slow, with something sort of comfy, just to get us into the mood. I’ve decided to wear Makima mask with PVC nun suit and a steel chastity belt.✝️

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It was… Okay I guess…

The belt was definitely a problem.😩 I really like the idea of wearing a proper big chastity belt, but this one is just too cheaply made. Flimsy, uncomfortable, and losing parts as I wore it. Oh well, I’ll consider it a test wear. It was good enough for us to take a couple silly photos together.

The disappearance!

We’re back!

After that, me and Genko switched for dresses, took a quick group photo, preparing for some real action.

Alisa, Me, Hikarinaka, Genko, Saddy and Ito.

Chains and shackles

Genko brought two sets of heavy steel shackles. And I’ve brought chains.⛓️ We just HAD to be bound together. After a quick consideration, we’ve decided on sitting back to back and have other go ham with chains. The end result wasn’t quite aesthetically pleasing. But it was efficient, that’s for sure! Genko decided to be tame, while I wanted to try my best at escaping. What’s the point of bondage if it can’t hold you, am I right? Spoiler alert: it held. Quite a nice feeling.😌

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After some time Saddy decided to join us, with stake in hand. Circling around us like a fox.🦊

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Genko got pretty tired and didn’t really react to being played with. But I wanted more. So, after untying Genko, Saddy decided to leave my shackles on. And with my permission, she went all-in. Shoving me around, groping me, hitting me with hands and stake, bending me down and tugging my hair (not technically mine, but still). Ah, what an absolute bliss it was!🥰😚

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O-of course I didn’t just allow her to do whatever and resisted as hard as I could. Which probably fired Saddy up even more, hehe. In any case, this was a real fun activity!😁

Afterwards I took a rest, helping others with their things. Sadly I didn’t have it in me to get into a latex vacbed, but oh well, can’t have it all I suppose.🙂

Late night outing

As we took a break for a meal, someone pitched in an idea to go out into the building’s closed backyard in fetish clothes during the late night. We’ve decided to go at 3 o’clock at night, with Ito taking the camera, and others dressing up into whatever they wanted. I must say that even though it was planned for late at night, and in a closed of territory, still it was nerve-wracking and exciting! I’ve decided on my favourite PVC dress. Which, as you all know, looks absolutely gorgeous, but also leaves my chest and ass🍑 almost completely open to everyone’s gazes. And forces me to walk with teeny-tiny steps, so I couldn’t run away in an emergency. Still, I really wanted to give it a try.👠

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We tried taking group photos, but unfortunately, it was really hard to take a picture of Genko, since they blend with the night environment so well.😅

Still, a couple of somewhat decent photos do exist.🖤

Me and Alisa went a bit further, towards the playground, where I’ve managed to get into a swing. Sometimes Makima gets so childish…🚼

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After this me and Alisa returned back home, since it got too chilly for us. Hikarinaka and Genko spent some more time on the streets. A bit later Alisa returned back to them and the whole group decided to record some more content at the backrooms (yes, they wanted to go to the underground parking, but ended up in some utility rooms. Go check their X for more!). As for me, I’ve decided that it was enough for me for the day and went to sleep.

That’s all for day 1.

Day 2: More heavy bondage

Day 2 started with Alisa and Saddy thying out their silicone masks and me joining them for an office styled shoot.👔

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It was cool and all, But I was absolutely NOT in a bossy mood! After yesterday’s bondage play I wanted MORE!

So, they tied me up with chains again. At first, Alisa and Ito (Who’s wearing my Shimakaze mask for now) left me standing inside the wardrobe.

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But then I carefully moved towards the bed and got inside the plastic bag. With help of course, no way in hell I’d be able to move with all these chains around me. Anyway, I was given an air hose for breathing and then the air was pumped out of the bag, sealing me tight. The chains were already restricting, but with plastic clinching all around me, all I could do is breathe and squirm. I’ve spent some quality time like that, just enjoying the feeling of total helplessness.🤤

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Until Alisa and Ito decided to chime in, getting on top of me. Not a whole lot I could’ve done about it.😖

Haha, Lenin at the Mausoleum, and his guard. Really funny…😒

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After thoroughly enjoying my time inside the vacuum bag, it was time to share. Now I’ve changed into jirai kei Shimakaze, while Ito got inside the bag in a scuffed kigu. Hey, it’s a full face mask with anime eyes! No judging!🤣

At around this time Ness joined our party, so it was a dual landmine assault!😈😈

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As you can see, I was really horny at the time. Tip: when I’m horny, I start humping people. This gave me an idea for later. For now though, some photos with big woman!💃

A dog owner becomes a dog

So, about humping others. Who’s knows to be around dogs? Makima of course. But what if the roles were reversed? That’s when the idea came in: Makima-doggo!

I’ve changed into a full on PVC suit, completed with tight waist corset, neck corset and ballet boots. OH YES!😋 And, with the help from Ness (who’s now an expert in putting on bitch-suits on others), I’ve been turned into a neatly packed doggy.🐕‍🦺

Now that’s a rare rose-reversal!

I’ve managed to get onto the bed, lying down next to Genko, who went into a plastic bag for some “recreational time”.

Ness didn’t lose her time to play with me.😌

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Soon after I’ve decided to be an active dog and run to the other side of the apartment. Well, “run” is a strong word. The floor was slippery, but I did my best to gain maximum speed! Then, I was thinking about what to do next. I know I can’t wear bitch-suits for long ‘cause my hands will soon go numb.🤔

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After a bit of thinking I’ve got an idea.💡

Where is the money, Lebowski?

Dogs are know for drinking from any available water source. At first I’ve thought about a bucket or a small basin we use to wash latex. But Alisa, who has one, had already left the party. And there was no bucket in the apartment. So there was only one option left: toilet bowl.🚽

I asked Ness if she’d be kind enough to give me a swilry. She got confused about it at first. Mostly concerned about damaging my mask. But after a short convincing dialogue, she actually did it. Lightly and she was kind enough to hold my braid, so it won’t get tugged in or something. But it looked funny and original. And after that she tugged me through the apartment like I was a real bad girl, hehe.😈

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Aftermath

This was the end of the party for me, but as always I’ve helped others some more afterwards. Saddy got a double punch when they got into a latex vacbed.

First, I’ve had them listen to a whole song “Sarà perché ti amo” by Ricchi E Poveri (love that song!).🎶

Second, I’ve got on top of them, combining breathplay with a powerful vibrator to make them cum while starving for air.💦 The videos are there, but you’d have to find them on your own if you want.

There was an idea to go to the backyard again, this time in bitch-suit. But I was too exhausted for that. And no other wanted to do it too, so… Maybe next time?🙃

Anyways, this was a blast of a party! I really enjoyed it and want to do more of the similar. I also got myself steel shackles of my own! Haven’t really used those as of yet, but I have them! Sometimes…

Hope you’ve enjoyed reading and watching my report on this party. See you next time!💖✨

16.06.2026 Stroll. West side of Yelagin island.

Sun, 21 Jun 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Feeling fancy and starting to catch up from the last event.😎

Short evening walk

Like I’ve said, May and first half of June were packed with events for me, so it was hard to find a time to just have a slow and relaxing walk. But after sorting things up a bit, I finally decided that I’ve earned one. The weather was just right, and I’ve had this outfit lying around for months now. It’s cute and casual enough, perfect for stroll at a local park called “Central Park of Culture and Recreation” AKA Yelagin island.

The park is huge, so I’ve decided to go around the western part, which usually have less people. And also has a great sunset view.🥰

For some reason, however, I just pulled gazes to myself like a star. You can see a group of children yelled at me, and then not-so-sneakely followed me around the park. Later there was a group of young sportsmen with their coach who REALLY wanted to have a photo with me.😅

They asked if I was streaming. And this is becoming kind of a theme-question for me. Maybe I should?🤔

Anyway, besides these and many more other encounters, I’ve managed to spend some time on swings, look at a deer (and smell it, ew🥲), and of course enjoy that beautiful evening. I really needed an hour like this.😌

Episode 7: West side of Yelagin island

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At the northern bridge. (Start of the route)

West point. (End of the route)

Catching up

Sun, 21 Jun 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Catching up on unpublished content

Wow, it’s been awhile, huh?😅

I promise I’m not dead! And neither have I forgotten about my website!

The last couple of months were so jam packed with events, preparations and overall kigu related things. I just couldn’t find enough time to properly digest and upload everything, aside from some random socials media posts.🏃‍♀️

But finally! I’m returning to my usual slower routine, and will definitely try my best to catch up with all the unreleased content. How much you ask? About as much as it was in a whole year 2025!🤯

Expect tons of photos, hours of videos and walls of text! This was definitely one of THE BEST periods in my whole life. And I won’t shut up until I tell you EVERYTHING that had happened.😁

Watching sakura blooming at Krestovskiy

Wed, 06 May 2026 00:00:02 +0000

Going out at the park

The desicion was quite spontanious: I was visiting the places a few times before, but sakura wasn’t blooming yet and it’s been cold again, so I kind of forgot about it before Hikarinaka reminded me. A quick check the day before confurmed that it was in fact blooming already and we quickly dolled up and went on. Due to a short notice no photographers were available, but one of our friends was kind enough to try filming and carry our bags.❤️

We went out afternoon and it was CROWDED! Cosplayers, lolitas, asian culture fans, just ordinary people… We had to push our way into the branches!😠

And my outfit wasn’t helping. Putting on heels beforehand was probably a mistake on my part. At the horn. Oh, the horn! I poked and stuck on everything!😓

Still, it was real fun! At some moments I’ve got a thought that people look at us more than at flowers and scenery. Heh, I’m feeling generous so let’em enjoy.😎💃

Soon after it started raining (for just a couple of minutes, but enough to scare us away). I finally took the heels off, and Hikarinaka changed their entire outfit. Then, we went to the fountain and food area deeper in the park. After that Hikarinaka went out alone, since they had some other business to attend, and me and my friend went to metro. The wind totally blew my hair away, but I still enjoy riding the metro in kigu.🚄

The video is a compilation of short scenes we took, so a bit different format than usual, but hey, we enjoyed ourselves and this is what really matters.😁

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New website URL

Wed, 06 May 2026 00:00:01 +0000

Moving to .com domain

Just a quick heads up for this blog moving to a new address.

This is due to the new of Roskomnadzor (Russia’s internet monitoring department) using bots to scrape through every website in state controlled domain zones (.ru, .рф, and, unfortunately, .su). They are searching for anything that’s not compicant with state’s policies, like:

Recording personal data without proper policy. Not applicable to me, since I don’t collect any data on my visitors.
Showing of banned symbols and logos. Instagram is considered extrimist organisation in Russia, so their logo is banned.

For now that’s seem to be all, but with evermore strict rules creeping up, I won’t be surprised if they’ll start punishing people for demonstrating sexual deviance media or not registering in some sort of blogger list.

To be fair, choosing .su domain was a bad idea in the first place. But hey, things change and you can’t predict everything. Unfortunately I can’t edit my previous posts to replace the links. And, I really don’t want to have old URL to lead to my blog for any longer. So yeah, old links will not work anymore. Or maybe they’ll lead to some stub.

Whatever the case, I hope you won’t lose me at my new address.

Stay safe!

15.04.2026 Stroll. Polevaya-Sabirovskaya st. and Primorsky ave.

Thu, 16 Apr 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Industrial area after work

This stroll was a bit different from usual, because I’ve decided to walk not through the residential area, or historical attractions. This time my target was a quiet district with lots of factories and workshops. Quiet, probably, only because I’ve arrived after working hours, I’m sure this place is all loud and lively in the middle of the day.😁

Still, it was quite a change to see tired people heading home, or occasional security guard taking a smoke after a long day. Feels relaxing and nostalgic. 😌

Second part of my walk went through the quiet courtyard of the nearby low density residential area. These low story buildings wrap around its inner spaces like castle walls and I totally adore it! Also cats! A whole lot of them!🐈

The stroll finished at Primorskiy avenue and Ushakovskiy bridge. Could’ve walked further to Kamenniy island, but decided to make it another strool altogether.

Overall one of the cozyest walks I’ve ever had! Really like the area around Chyornaya Rechka. Will definitely do more strolls around the area.

Episode 6: Polevaya-Sabirovskaya st. and Primorsky ave.

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At Ushakovskiy bridge and under the overpass just before it.

Stumbled at this mighty bull while walking back home. Isn’t he a beautiful specimen?😁

March 2026 Moscow trip

Fri, 03 Apr 2026 00:00:01 +0000

About this trip

It was mostly a business trip, but I couldn’t pass on the opportunity to do some kigu activities there. First things first - a walk from Noviy Arbat st. towards Moskva-city, passing by The Government House - a fitting location for a character such a Makima.😁

With a help of my friend N1skhi, we were able to capture another angle, making this walk quite unique, not only because of the location, but also because of POV and atmosphere. Night Moscow has its own charm after all. 😌

And, after finishing this walk, we went back to the hotel to film something extra.😉

Episode 5: Moscow trip. Visiting Moskva-city.

Cyberpunk-esque trailer.

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Around Moskva-city.

Going down to Moscow metro.

Walking past TASS building at Bolshaya Nikitinskaya st. - the largest news agency in Russia.

13.03.2026 Stroll from Rosseti tower

Fri, 13 Mar 2026 00:00:01 +0000

About this walk

First time doing a solo walk with Makima. She definitely attracts more attentionn than Ella ever did.😅 Is it because of character popularity? Or just the timing?🤔

Anyways, This was a short test of how would I feel walking by myself in this mask. And the test showed that it’s pretty comfortable.☺️

But I need to bob my head a lot less or it looks weird. And remember to take preview photos. Still, hope you’ll enjoy.😁

Also, the walk didn’t just end with after I got to my destination. Had to visit friends later, and I just went there in kigu. And Stayed late so I had to take a taxi back home. The ride was quite pleasant. definitely a 5⭐

Episode 4: After a business meeting at Rosseti

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07.03.2026 Stroll to Lakhta-center

Mon, 02 Mar 2026 00:00:01 +0000

About this walk

Took me a bit more time to post this than I’ve anticipated, but here it is!

This walk went kinda hectic, the route I’ve planned for it was way too long, and I got lost and walked circles around the skyscraper for some time, hence why this episode is more than an hour long!

Still, as promised, no editing, just me slowly approaching my goal, while also looking around the streets. The weather was excellent, but it’s got a lot warmer since, so this is the last episode of me wearing this beautiful black dress. Time for a change!

I’d like to mention that I was really nervous listening the ice cracking near the shore, while seeing all those people walking on it. Still, after I’ve done recording the walk itself, I did make it one the ice. Scary but exciting!

Also, cringy dance warning somewhere close to the end of the video. I warned you!😁

Episode 3: Visiting Lakhta-Center

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Doll Walks channel

Mon, 02 Mar 2026 00:00:01 +0000

Where I’ve been

Hey!

It’s been a while since the last post.

There was some activity in my twi and other places, but not here. And that’s not because I’ve grown tired of this place. Just had to do some adjustments. ~~And grind Endfield of course.~~

But! Now it’s the time announce one very exciting thing!

I’m starting to record my, hopefully, weekly walks around the Saint-Petersburg and post them online!

For this I’ve created 2 channels:

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@Doll-Walks

VK: https://vkvideo.ru/@club236242133

First two episodes are already uploaded!

The basic idea is that I’m just walking around the city and recording it. No talking, no cuts, little to no editing. I enjoy the ambiance of the streets and want to share it with you as it is.

Give it a watch and tell me in the comments how do you feel about it.

I’ll also upload videos here on my website, although I’ll have to limit the resolution to 720p ‘cause my poor server will not handle the full quality. (Youtube and VK will have up to 4K versions)

Hope you’ll enjoy these walks as much as I do!

Episode 1: Walking thought Plesetskaya street

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05.01.2026 Mafia poker Photoset

Fri, 30 Jan 2026 00:00:01 +0000

Reason for delay

I’ve been trying to get this blog post together for almost a MONTH. Why? First, I kinda overestimated my ability to edit properly made group photos. When I’m solo, or when it’s not a real serious shoot, I can just make myself look the way I want and call it a job well done. Trying to balance everyone is a nightmare!😩

And then? Then I’ve got distracted by just released Arknights Endfield. The factory must grow y’know…

Well, I’ve decided to post what I have now. If I keep delaying to edit more group photos, I’ll just forget the details of the event. So let’s dive into day 2 of my recent trip to Moscow!🚄

Preparations

It all started as an idea between Sonya and I during my New Year trip. As a part of us scrambling to make the holidays interesting, I’ve suggested Sonya to make a photoshoot, and proposed a theme. Roaring twenties, but… edgy. A mafia-style poker night. She immediately fell in love with this concept.

I started planning the shoot and working on props and accessories, while Sonya helped with finds a suitable studio and searching for extras. And then we found our partners in crime. Lin and Ness. Unfortunately, Ness got really sick just before the holidays, but luckily Rizell was interested in participating as well, so we dragged them instead. Santgeo became our photographer.

…And that’s where my planning mode kicked in.

While we were all about capturing the vibe, not being historical purists, I couldn’t resist adding a few touches to make the set pop.

My apartment was quickly transformed into a temporary workshop. I had poker chips, cards, and the essential prop set already. But then, the real work began. My theme was “The Dame,” the mysterious femme fatale with a taste for the finer things. So, of course, that meant cigarettes.

Now, I don’t smoke. I’ve never smoked. But for the sake of a good aesthetic… anything goes! It was the first time I’d ever actually purchased a pack of Marlboro Red for myself. Walking out of that shop felt… illicit.

And that wasn’t enough.

I spent a whole day designing my own custom cigarette packaging, ‘cause modern packaging just ain’t gonna cut it! Redoing the original desing from scratch I couldn’t resist adding a small Easter Egg. Could you spot it? Will it even be visible on photos? Only time will tell…

Sonya’s role was ‘The Boss’ - a ruthless, cigar-smoking matriarch. We wanted cigars, but the available props wouldn’t be able to arrive in time. So I decided to make it from scratch. PVC pipes, craft paper aged with a touch of tea+coffee dye mix, and a touch of charred tea leaves for the butts. Are they realistic? No. Not even a little. But are they badass? Absolutely! And for an added layer of comedy, I’ve made a logo and crafted an import declaration slip for them. “Héroe enmascarado” branded cigars imported in from “Real Fábrica de Doces de Brinquedo” for “The Boss”. Sonya absolutely loved the detail, and during a photoshoot made a mini series of her opening the box.

I finished my look with a vintage cigarette case and a long ivory holder. Paired with my red dress and a thick, white faux-fur coat… well, I was less Makima and more Cruella De Vil, but you know what? It worked. It looked damn good.

The final touch? Making realistic-looking ash and cigarette butts for our photos. The smell… oh god, the smell. My apartment reeked of burnt tobacco for a solid week after. My partner still hasn’t forgiven me. Was it worth it? Yes. A million times yes. The aesthetic is everything.

The revolver

Now, for any cosplayer worth their salt, accessories are key. And let me tell you, my revolver was the crown jewel. A heavy, metallic piece of craftsmanship that looked scarily real. I loved it. But as it turns out, “scary real” is a huge problem when you’re trying to get on a train with it.

My heart was pounding. What if they took it away? What if I got arrested for carrying what they’d think is an illegal firearm? It didn’t had any documents or certificates saying that it wasn’t a real gun, so my concern was real. I even made a call to the hotline, but all they’ve said was “it’s not technically illegal, but since it looks like a real firearm, we can’t guarantee anything…”. Great, thanks!

In a fit of panic, I roped in my partner. “Come with me,” I said, my voice trembling with anxiety. “Just in case I need backup.” I stuffed the revolver and put in my check-in bag.

Walking towards security was pure torture. I held my breath. The officer took my bag. His face went from bored to intense. He stared at it, his eyes narrowing.

“I need to see the gun,” he said.

My blood ran cold. I took it out carefully, saying that it’s not a real gun, though it looks like one. It was a souvenir. It’s all I could say. He turned it over in his hand, inspecting it for what felt like an eternity. I was bracing for impact. Finally, he looked at me, then at the gun, then back at me. He just sighed. “Okay,” he grunted, handing it back.

I gave a sigh of relief.

In Moscow getting past metro security with it was the second challenge of the day. But showing it once more, with the same “it’s a souvenir, not a real thing” spiel, was enough. Phew. Safe passage secured. It was the most expensive, nerve-wracking prop I’ve ever acquired, and honestly? Worth every single second of anxiety. The photos with it turned out iconic.

Walking to the set

One more detail (Yeah, I know, I’m dragging this out, but I’m telling you, I’l forget if I won’t post, and this was funny as well)

The studio was 30 minutes away. So I’ve decided to just walk these. And, to save the time dressing up and not messing around, I’ve put on my hip pads beforehand. Under my casual clothes.

And OH MY GOD.

I suddenly felt… powerful. I was strutting. Like I was Frankie LaPenna, swaying my huge ass down the street. I giggled like dumbass all the way to the studio.

And I was also really, REALLY surprised my pants actually fit. Like, I was thinking the fly not to close, and be held only by the belt. It was… snug. Very snug. It was hilarious and a bit uncomfortable at the same time.

Start of the photoset

17:00 o’clock. On the dot. As usual, being early or exactly on time pays off. While everyone was still on route, I arrived first, and since I was the only model who showed up on time… I got the whole studio for myself for a solid hour!

Me, Santgeo, and my new friend, the camera. What a dream team. He was a pro, and he knew how to capture the magic.

We went wild. Solo portraits. Every angle. I owned that room.

The dress clung to my every curve, the furcoat screamed luxury and confidence. And the cigarette holder or a gun? Oh, that was my masterstroke. The final piece of the puzzle.

The whole experience was intoxicating. Standing there under those bright lights, posing, directing my own photos… I felt like a damn movie star. Unstoppable. Powerful.

It’s times like this that remind me why I love what I do. Now, to wait for everyone else to show up so we can start the real chaos. 🤗😉

Group photos

At about 18 the gang finally ready. And the real fun began. First up, giving the girls their moment in the spotlight.

Lin… well, Lin is a force of nature. A goblin unleashed. She grabbed the knife Rizell brought as a prop and swung it around like a madwoman, laughing and striking poses with a pure, unadulterated joy. It was hilarious.

Sonya… was a boss from the second she stepped foot in the room. All commanding and authoritative. This was the exact moment I pulled out the custom-made cigar box and watched her light up (figuratively and literally) with glee.

Rizell… Well, they were a bit shy since it was their first time in a studio. But, we haven’t forgotten about them. Just let them relax and breathe in the atmosphere.

And then… the group photos.

Oh, the group photos. We went straight for the dramatic shots. Me, Lin, Sonya and Riz all posed together, leaning on that grand chair, guns drawn, daggers held high. The lighting hit us perfectly. It looked less like a cosplay shoot and more like we were shooting the cover art for some dark, neo-noir film. Poster-perfect. The vibes were unreal.

But then we tried to play poker. Oh, god. We tried to play poker.

The idea was simple, but the execution was pure, uncut chaos. In hindsight, I should’ve had a proper scenario written down. Like, who’s the winner, who’s the cheater?

Instead, it devolved into Lin somehow winning everything. Sonya accused her of cheating, and next thing you know, we’re in the middle of a tense standoff. Lin just swept every single chip off the table and declared herself the winner. It was a mess.

But hey, that’s life, right? Sometimes you have to just let the chaos happen.

Some of the individual shots came out great, though! Really great, actually. When I get my shit together and actually edit them, you’ll see. Just give me a few more months, or nag others. Maybe they’ll post the pics as well.

Last ideas

We still had an hour. Time to improvise and find something interesting. The initial theme was pretty much exhausted.

Then Rizell, after watching our poker game unfold, decided to step in for their solo shot. And what a choice they made. Lying back in the grand chair like a king in exile. They held a bottle of Jack Daniel’s in one hand, the pistol they brought along in the other. It was perfect. Dark, moody, and so, so cool. A character piece right there. They owned that chair.

Lin, being the goblin she is, wanted more. So we crammed her into a large prop chest. “Like a coffin!” someone said. And we ran with it. We got some photos of her looking like she’d just been assassinated by Rizell and unceremoniously stuffed inside. Morbid? Sure. Fun? You bet your ass it was.

Final thoughts

Even though the “poker game” part of the shoot was a chaotic disaster, this whole photoset ended up being an incredible success. The pictures are gold. We got some truly iconic shots. We created a memory that’s going to last for years. I can already picture it.

Most importantly? It’s a lesson learned. Next time, I’m coming with a full script. A binder. A clipboard. We’re doing it right.

But for now… this is enough. This is a great foundation.

And guess what? I’m already planning another shoot. A properly staged one. The theme is still a secret. A surprise. For now, go enjoy these pics. The best is yet to come.

Durka

Wed, 21 Jan 2026 00:00:00 +0000

Healing is mandatory.

The straightjacket is for your own good. your pulse… a little fast, are we? I like that. Temperature… well, we’ll fix that.

As for the syringe? This is my favorite part of the procedure. It might make you feel a little funny. But it alwa ys helps.

It’s for y o ur own good, I swear. Trust me.

I’m the nurse. aReN’T i?

10.01.2026 Last stroll during 2026 New Year Holidays

Tue, 13 Jan 2026 00:00:01 +0000

Catching up with the New Year 2026 at Saint-Petersburg.

With my holiday trip to Moscow I nearly missed the celebrations at Saint-Petersburg! And, luckily for me, there is an Old New Year that will be my excuse to tell you all about my quick walk there!😁

I pulled out Hikarinaka and StarryWolf to take a short trip to the Rostral Columns at Vasilyevsky island. We planned to meet up at Sportivnaya metro-station and take a walk from, there.

Everything went awry from the very beginning! I wanted to take Shimakaze for her first outside adventure. Big mistake! She has very small slits for vision (I know I still haven’t written a post about her! I’ll do this, eventually! Pinky promise!). For some reason right after I walked outside, the right eye shifted upwards slightly and covered the slit, so I left with only one tiny hole to see what the hell is going on around me. Add strong winter winds ruffling my hair before my face, and my trip to the closes metro-station was done basically blind and by memory alone!🙈 Honestly, I was this close to call quits and turn around.😣 But, after going inside the station and adjusting the eye a bit, I was able to see somewhat properly. Wolfie was the real MVP of this trip, holding me all the time so that I can navigate the world around me.🥇❤️

The second hit was quite unexpected. For some reason we opted out to walk from Admiralteyskaya metro-station instead. And you know what this meant? Right! A massive fucking crowd!😱 How we got out of it? I have no idea! It was a blur! Hika went forward, Wolfie pulled me behind them, I just moved my feet and held their hand like my life depended on it! It was pure chaos!😨

Finally, we stumbled into Aleksandrovsky garden. And oh, what a difference a night makes!🎇 I’ve been here just about a month ago, with all the decorations already present, but during the day. During the day the garden was quiet and empty.

Aleksandrovsky garden at night

Now, it was magical.✨

All those shimmering lights and garlands that I saw during the day, came to life, casting long shadows and painting everything in shades of gold, blue, and green. We spent about 20 minutes there, posing amongst the glitter. Of course, the moment I tried to get a decent picture, a horde of kids would rush past me, their parents chasing after them, nearly trampling us in the process. One kid literally tried to steal my glove! Usually I don’t mind kids being curious, but there is a limit. And stealing is it.🤬

Crossing the Dvortsovy bridge

After this, we moved towards the Vasilyevsky island through the Dvortsovy bridge. The wind… dear lord, the wind was just freezing cold!🥶 I really overestimated the thickness of my clothes! Though, to have an excuse, I wasn’t planning to walk across Neva-river! It was beautiful though, seeing the light decorations from both sides of the bridge, with the dark water of the Neva below.

Reaching Vasilyevsky, we finally saw the main attraction: the Rostral Columns. And right next to them, a giant Christmas tree.🎄 It was a classic Saint-Petersburg sight – all decked out with lights, standing tall against the dark winter sky.

Vasilyevsky island and Appulse

But the real treasure was the art exhibition right there on the plaza: “Appulse”. Or as we call it: “Parade of planets”.🌍

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Imagine walking through a mini-solar system. Massive, spherical structures representing planets, lit up from the inside. People were everywhere, laughing and posing. We had to get in on it. By the way, just look at those realistic “ice caps” on the poles! Me being an astronomy nerd (who knew?), I pointed it out.🧊

And Hika insisted that this big, blue, striped planet was Uranus. It was Neptune, Hika! Neptune!😏

Then there was the Sun. A brilliant red and yellow orb. For some reason my hair went wild in that shot, blown straight back from my face. Must be solar wind!☀️💨

Next stop was Earth. I had to try lifting the whole thing. “This whole planet is now MINE!” I declared. “Behold, your new kigu overlord!".😈 Of course it was too heavy for me, so I fell onto the snow below me with a comical plop! Wolfie had to help me up, laughing his ass off. The picture turned out to be hilarious. I love it!😅

We ended our planetary adventure by the Christmas tree, of course. Had to make a proper one, even though the holidays are almost over. A final pose under the lights to end a night of pure, chaotic fun. It was cold, it was windy, it was full of people, and it was perfect. 🤗

2026 is officially underway, and this walk? It was just the beginning. There are a thousand more streets to explore, a million more stories waiting to be told.

Let’s go find them.

And you, you’re invited. Keep watching my blog. More walks are coming soon.

04.01.2026 Party at sauna

Sat, 10 Jan 2026 00:00:01 +0000

Day 1 of January 2026 Moscow Trip

As always, Russian kigs get together during the New Year Holidays.🎄❄️

This year, we wanted to rent a cottage, like the previous time. But November meetup left us all mostly broke, so we decided to save money on a cottage and spend it on… other things.

Right after my arrival we went to the sauna complex. (A small note to myself: NEVER take a double-decker overnight train. It was horrible!)

The photos looked promising: a large pool (main attraction), stripper pole with a scene, billiard table and a small Finnish style sauna. The owner was a nice old man who gave us a short tour. I asked him about dressing room with a big bed and a padded table that was clearly made for sexual activities. But all he said that we probably won’t need the bed and that the table was owned by other people, asking us not to touch it. Bo-ri-ng~!😏

But anyway, I quickly changed up into my reverse-bunnysuit and jumped onto the stripped scene. And… The pole was not moving! Everyone is lying to me! Oh well, it was still a nice scene to take pictures at. I tried doing a few moves alongside with Alisa and Tamara. But with my hand slipping down and the pole being fixed, it looked a lot worse than I anticipated…😢

Next one was the billiards. I have absolutely zero skill with a cue. I don’t understand how you need to hit a ball to send another ball into the pocket. So instead of trying, I’ve just leaned over the table with a provocative pose and took some pictures. Morris, on the other hand, is a true pro. Ask them for the pictures if you want. I doubt they’ll share, but trust me, those were hilarious!

My first dip

Alright, let’s get wet.💦

After our little session with the useless pole, it was time for the main event: the pool.

I peeled out of the bunny suit and put on my swimsuit. And a lifebuoy. Not that I needed one - I can swim, thank you very much. But a girl’s got to accessorize. And it looked damn cute floating next to me in the water, so… bonus points.

Stepping into that water… brrrr. It was COLD!🥶

The kind of cold that feels like a million tiny needles pricking at your skin. The shallow depth was a blessing in disguise – I could stand, but the water level was high enough to cover most of me. The key was movement. If you stood still, you froze solid in seconds. So we moved.

Miller and Raf were already in the pool. My two favorite latex playthings, wriggling and squirming. They’re the masters of this environment, and it was a joy to watch them. Alisa joined us, of course, always up for a splash. We had a proper pool party. Photos were snapped, splashes were made, and the cold was temporarily forgotten.

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I’m a BOAT!🚢

It was a blast, but eventually the chill became unbearable. I moved on to the sauna. A Finnish one. A place to sweat and warm up bones that had frozen solid in that Arctic lake.

The sauna

And the sauna? A whole different level.🔥🔥

My phone immediately overheated, so forgive the crappy quality on these pics and vids. Just a few snaps where I tried to show off the thermostat - 80°C, baby. A sauna is supposed to be hot, but this was… intense.🥵

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I was genuinely worried. What happens to plastic when you bake it at this temperature? Will my hada be alright? Spoiler alert: it all held up. No meltdowns, no deformation. Phew. My mask is more durable than I give it credit for!

But the one part of me that couldn’t handle it was my lips. So sensitive. The hot, dry air just… attacked them. They’re a little chapped and sore now. Live and learn.

Overall? The sauna was the cherry on top of an already fantastic day. A little heat to warm up the bones, followed by a plunge back into the cold. It doesn’t get much better than that.

A great start to 2026. And it’s just a first day of a four day trip! What else is in store? Let’s find out together. 😉

2026 Goals

Thu, 01 Jan 2026 00:00:01 +0000

2026 Commitments: Let’s Get Serious

A new year. A new chapter. I was planning on writing a whole year retrospective. But honestly, it’ll be better if I just catch up with posts for every individual event, than making a massive recap.

2025 ends on a high note, and so I want 2026 to be even better.

So, here’s the game plan:

Content Creation. Last year, I managed 68 photo/video sessions. Mostly tests. This year, we’re hitting a hundred. I’ll be doing Kigu multiple times a week. No more excuses. More walks. More adventures. More of you getting to see the world through my lens.
Camera Upgrade. My phone camera is an insult. We’re saying goodbye to potato quality. The DJI Osmo Pocket 3 is my primary target. I know the 4 is coming, and that’s what I’m waiting for. Once everyone get latest and greatest and that 3 hits the price I want? It’s mine. Gonna capture my strolls with the cinematic quality they deserve.
Wardrobe Audit. My closet is bursting at the seams. It’s glorious, but wasteful. I’m done buying new outfits for a one-off event. From now on, everything gets used. Hard. This year, I’ll be focusing on perfecting the costumes I already have.
Mask #4. That blank mask in the corner? The base for my new project? It’s getting done this year. I have no idea how it’’l be looking in the end, but a girl’s got to have dreams, right?
Learn to Dance. Seriously. My dancing is funny and all, but it makes me wanna die of cringe sometimes. It’s an embarrassment. So I’m signing up for dance lessons. What style? I don’t care! Next year, when I hit the floor, I’ll be graceful. Watch me.
New Fetishes. I’ve tried a lot last year. Some I liked, some don’t. Most of them were things I’ve already kinda thought about. This year, I want something truly new. Surprising. Daring. I have some ideas… but let’s keep them a secret for now, shall we?
Blogging. You’re reading this, so you know this place exists. My commitment is to fill it up. All my old stories. Every future adventure. It’s my permanent home. This blog is going to become my official scrapbook.

So that’s it. No more half-measures.

I’m going all-in.

Let’s see what 2026 has in store. I have a feeling it’s going to be a blast. ✨

13.12.2025 Stroll through the Saint-Petersburg

Sun, 28 Dec 2025 00:00:00 +0000

First post about my occasional public outings. Not sure about the format yet, but hey, need to start somewhere! I’ll write about a trip I had few weeks ago. A walk around Saint-Petersburg during a rare winter sun. Let me tell you about it.

Saint-Petersburg in a Winter’s Light

The city woke up under a strange spell. Sun, for a change. In Saint-Petersburg, that’s like winning the lottery. The usual grey blanket was gone, replaced by a warm, golden glow. And for a girl like me, who lives her life mostly behind closed doors… that was a sign.

So, I slipped into my freshly made black velvet dress, because I am nothing if not classic.🖤 A beret to hide my ears.👒 And a pair of comfy boots that can handle any amount of slush.👠 Perfect for a stroll when you want to feel elegant and beautiful, but to attract too much attention.💅

In hindsight, it was not the wisest decision on my part. When taking photos, it was either me too dark, or everything else too bright. And the videos… ugh. My phone is a potato, okay! I’m planning to improve it soon, but for now… I won’t complain! It’s a memory.

My journey began from Admiralteyskaya metro station, near the start of Nevsky Prospekt. I was going to go through the Aleksandrovsky garden, past the Admiralty, and towards the Bronze Horseman. But, seeing that there was not a lot of people on the streets, I decided to visit Palace Square. I already visited it in kigu during the night, but in a broad daylight it is a totally different beast.

And it was breathtaking.💎

Palace Square was in lazy preparations for the upcoming holidays and was not fenced out yet (lucky!). Workers were installing city’s main Christmas Tree. It was hard to see it at that moment, but I’ve heard it looked like total trash! And that’s after the fact that St. Pete spent like 3 times the money on New Year decorations than Moscow! Yep, let’s not talk about it.🥲

Admiralty and Bronze Horseman

Returning back on track, it was actually the first time I went to the Aleksandrovsky garden at all! Well, at least by my own volition. It is a very pleasant place. Nice pathways, lots of fountains (turned off, by embellished with lights and decorations). Very clean, actually, for such a tourist spot. And the Admiralty! I’m not a navy nerd by any means, but all my life I was associated with navy, one way or another. It feels like home, somehow. 🥺

At the gates a couple of soldiers (?) were moving boxes around. We’ve got cute little exchange when they waved to me. I just waved back at them, but I’m sure they received at least a little bit of a surprise seeing a doll walking through the garden!😄

Next was the Bronze Horseman. A must-visit for every tourist. A symbol of the city, and for me… well, let’s say it holds a certain power. Standing before it, you feel the weight of history. The strength, the endurance, the stubborn will of this city. It’s a monument to a man who built his city with iron will and sacrificed everything for it.

Despite being in the middle of the city, it’s kind of tucked away from the tourists walking streets. You have this grand statue, this powerful figure, and just… childrens playground behind it. It’s so bizarre! But so cool. It feels like it’s guarding the city not from enemies, but from the chaos of daily life. I took my time, stood there, and just soaked it in. It’s a place that deserves silence, respect, and maybe a little bit of admiration. A piece of history standing firm against the tide.🫡

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Isaakievskiy Cathedral and Plaza

And from the Bronze Horseman, the path continued towards another monumental landmark: Isaakievskiy Cathedral. Or, as the locals call it, “Isaki”. The main plaza in front of it was turned into a magical wonderland for the upcoming New Year festivities.

Let me tell you, they are putting in a LOT of effort.😊

The plaza was a forest of glitter and green. Giant Christmas trees, their branches heavy with lights and tinsel. There were shimmering arches, light poles wrapped in sparkling decorations, and other fancy stuff. I walked around the main square, just admiring the spectacle. It was quiet, too. Mostly families were there, so it felt more peaceful and less… crowded. It was fun to see the city decked out for a holiday that isn’t really mine, but I can certainly appreciate the artistry of it all! The sheer volume of decoration is staggering.🎄

In the middle of this festive chaos stands the statue of Nikolay I, on his horse, facing the canal. He looks stoic and powerful, watching over everything.

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Lesser streets

My initial plan was to head to the Mariinsky Theatre. I love the look of that building, and the idea of wandering the streets around it was enticing. But… I have to admit it. While I really like the looks of my dress, it is actually quite heavy, and my shoulders a started to get sore. Also, those velvet shoes, while pretty, aren’t exactly designed for hours of walking. They are more for standing around looking pretty, you see. My feet started to protest.😫

And honestly? The stroll itself was already enough. It wasn’t a race. It was a leisurely walk on a beautiful, rare day. I had no rush to be anywhere, and the city was just giving me one beautiful scene after another. Why ruin a perfect day by forcing it?😌

So, I turned around and made my way toward the Sennaya Ploshchad metro station. On my way, I passed the Griboyedov Canal. The water was a deep, dark blue, reflecting the winter sky and the city’s architecture. It’s always a sight. And I also saw a horse-drawn carriage slowly passing me on the street like it a norm. Because in this city it is! And navigating throught the narrow alleys and side-streets of Saint-Pete, it feels like traveling back in time. It is truly magnificent!🖤

I ended up stopping by the canalside to film the reflections. It’s a simple thing, but sometimes the best shots are the ones you least expect.

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By the time I reached the station, I was pleasantly exhausted. The whole trip felt like a dream. A rare moment of sunshine in the dead of winter, a city transformed into a storybook scene, and all of it, just for me. It wasn’t a grand adventure. It wasn’t about seeing every single attraction. It was just… a perfect, sunny winter day in one of the world’s most beautiful cities. And it was mine. I’ll definitely do it again sometimes. Hopefully during the holidays. I wanna see all the New Year lights shine together. That would be something special to behold! ✨

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20-21.12.2025 Kigurumi Weekend Report

Thu, 25 Dec 2025 00:00:00 +0000

Day One: Meetings & Mask Mishaps

Oh boy. Did we ever needed that weekend.

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Two full days with my chosen family of freaks - Hikarinaka, Alisa Tutchena, Starrywolf, and our newest addition, Saddy - and honestly? My spirit needed a refill of pure oxygen and a solid twelve-hour nap. 🧪

There were costumes. Confessions. Confusion. And enough caffeine-fueled energy to power half the city grid.

Mostly though… there was joy. Pure, unadulterated, chaotic joy.

Let me introduce you to our latest recruit…

…Saddy.

Alisa pulled them over from Moscow, saying they would be glad to come over if we can chip in an outfit for them. And so we did! Hika brought a guest mask, Alisa provided hada and paddings, we all brought some clothes for them…

Just look at them! All dolled up and ready to be played with!😈 Exactly what we did a bit later.😉

As for me, I’ve had some great new of my own.

First of all, I introduced my new kigu mask of Shimakaze from Kantai Collection!

I’ll write more about the making process in a separate post later, but the main point here is… I love it! It went out much better than I expected it to be, is adequately comfortable and all the spotted negatives are minor and can be rectified later.

Damn I love how this uniform looks with this mask! Much better than with Makima. A great mix of cute and sexy, cool and silly.😄

I also pulled out my PVC paws from that Miku set. I think they fit quite nicely with this uniform. Did you know that they can used as a bondage? If you lock up all the zippers, it’ll be really hard to take these off. Yeah, I used this excuse to not help with moving stuff and taking photos. Hehe~

Everyone got into PVC, (aside from Wolfie, they brought latex), and we took some to to appreciate each other. It felt amazing. The smell of plastic in the room, the sound of crinkling rubber, the sight of shiny bodies everywhere… Perfection.💎

Later I changed into something more comfy, allowing Hika to try out Miku set. The catsuit itself is just a tad bit short for me and them to comfortably wear, but they decided to persevere.💪

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This sweater is also a treasure I found recently. So cozy and soft! Alisa changed up too so we could both rest up and relax.😌 Hika became our sealed up toy, which we all played with for some time.

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It’s so fucking hot to touch them while the stiff plastic bag hugs their body and face like this!😚💘

Starrywolf, bless their heart, was busy filming us non-stop. It was hilarious watching ourselves lose track of time completely.

Later, Hika tried walking around the apartment. This looked really silly, but we’ve managed to get them into the shower. (Dunno why we did this. They were sealed and nothing happened of course.)

The first day was rather short since we took time to arrive, chat and get ready, so that’s basically where it ended.

Day Two: Power Plays & Pretty Dresses

Day two began early for me. While others went out to do their private business, I came in, kicked off my shoes and immediately snatched Hikarinaka away.

“Photographer duties,” I declared, pointing my finger directly at them.

They didn’t protest much.😊

First up, I wanted to try out my Femme Fatale vibe for an upcoming photoshoot I’m planning. Yes, I’m serious about this one.

I slid into my new creation - a long, red silky gown with a deep V-cut that leaves absolutely nothing to the imagination and finishes with deep cutout at my hips. Over this masterpiece, I threw on a thick, plush white faux-fur coat. Picture it: classic, dangerous seduction. A ghost of the Roaring Twenties given a modern twist. 🥂

We spent about half an hour just messing around, finding poses and getting the lighting right. Hika, bless them, knows their angles. They captured my essence perfectly – a perfect balance between cool dominance and raw sexuality.

Next up, another experiment. My decade-old KC Shimakaze cosplay. A relic, dusted off and dragged into the light once again.

Did it still fit? - Yes. Was it comfortable? - Surprisingly, yes, but a bit stiff on my chest.

Where’s the goddamned tie?! - Who cares!? The uniform looks incredible! Cute, sexy, perfect for being silly.✨ Expect me doing a lot of stuff with this outfit later!🫡

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Try cramming a 3300 ton ship inside this tiny lavatory! 🤣

Afterwards, everyone arrived back to the apartment, and so we gave PVC another go-round. Makima wearing a tight PVC dress, walking around with her chest spilling out, grabbing everyone around by their necks, disciplining unruly pets with a cane… Classic at this point. 🖤👠

Starrywolf was wearing a respirator under his mask, with breathing tubes sticking out for better ventilation. Or some breathplay. 💋

The way their body jerked when they tried to inhale the air that simply wasn’t there. The way moaned for my mercy. Beautiful… 🫦

Then, one more change-up of the night.

Cozy time with Alisa. Matching outfits. Nothing major, just quiet conversation and resting. Sometimes, this is the most intimate activity possible. Being close to someone without having to perform.

And finally… The last activity.

Alisa had a bondage sleeping back for quite some time already, but it always eluded me. Either she forgets it, or we don’t have time, or I’m not in the mood…

But this time, I was.

Saddy had brought a Furrjoi puppy hood, which I know is pretty comfy, but also blocks all sight. I’ve put on my noise-cancelling headphones with some self-hypnosis audio to keep me company, and slid into the sack. They tied me up and so, for about 2 hours I’ve became a decoration.

These jerks shoved cucumber into my mouth! 😤

It went… Okay, I guess. The first hour was very relaxing, and I felt myself slipping out of consciousness, but occasional touches and lound noises pulled me back in. And after about an hour the bondage started to become uncomfortable. Pressure points. Unability to change position. The feeling of being trapped.

So, we stopped. It wasn’t a disaster, and it definitely wasn’t a complete success either. More like a learning experience. Perhaps next time I’d change a few things around. Use a less restrictive harness maybe.

All in all, it was a productive weekend. Lots of memories made. Lots of photos taken. And lots of ideas swirling around in my head for future projects.

Hope you enjoyed reading this ramble as much as I enjoyed reliving it. ✨

About this blog

Wed, 24 Dec 2025 00:00:00 +0000

Welcome to my website.

Heyyyy. 👋

So. I made a website.

Yep. A real one. Just like in old days where, before social media took over the internet like a sentient fungus.

I know what you’re thinking. “Ella, what is wrong with you? Everyone uses Twitter and TikTok now! It’s easy, it’s free, everyone is already there, why bother?”

And you’d be right. Sort of.

But lately, it’s started feeling… wrong. Like it’s not my home anymore. It’s a rented apartment where I can’t hang my own art on the walls, the landlord might change the locks without notice, and there are always strangers trying to sell me something from the doorway.

So I decided to get my own little corner. Buy a server, host a site, and actually do something about it instead of just complaining. A little project for the upcoming year!

This is my home. You’re in it now.

So what exactly am I going to do with my little corner of the digital universe?

Well, everything I can’t do elsewhere. Think of this as a dumping ground. The place where all the weird shit that the algorithms probably deemed not profitable and therefore don’t let me share normally:

Full-length videos of my adventures. Not 60-second clips, not stories that disappear in 24 hours. The whole, glorious thing. A stroll through Saint-Petersburg, an afternoon of pet play with my friends… you’ll see it all here, when I feel like posting it.
My photos, in all their high-res, uncensored glory. Not a cherry picked best-of from my feed. All the good shots. Even if there is a hundred of them. All in one place and not scattered all around my profile.
Walls of Text. Oh, I’m sorry. I meant long-form content. My thoughts on doll life, on BDSM, on my travels, on the state of the world, on that time my cat peed all over my shoes rack… You’ll find rambling, unfiltered essays here. No word count limits or community guidelines.
And for fuck’s sake… NO COMMENTS.

I don’t want comments. I don’t want likes. I don’t want reposts or shares or any of that bullshit that turns every single interaction into performance. This is a place for me. For my voice. I’m going to talk. You can listen, or you can not listen. The choice is yours. And I fully expect this place to have a single proper visitor a month, aside from AI crawlers and bots. If you REALLY want to discuss something, slip into my DM’s, or do your own take and link my post. But here - none of that.

No Rules. No Ads. No Privacy Policy

Okay, let’s talk tech for a minute. Or rather, let’s not talk tech too much. The point isn’t that I’ve become a digital wizard (believe me, I’m a digital apprentice at best). The point is that I own this. The domain name is mine. The server is mine (well, paid for by me, you get it). And the most important part?

Everything is backed up. Every photo. Every video. Every stupid rambling post. If this website goes down tomorrow, it won’t be gone forever. It’ll be a temporary vacation, and I’ll bring it back home in a couple of days.

That being said, it’s my first website. So sometimes, things will break. Maybe an image won’t load. Maybe the text will look like gibberish for five minutes. Don’t panic. Send me a screenshot. I’mma try and fix it, probably.

This space has no tracking, no sign-ups, no ads, and certainly no privacy policy to read through. You don’t exist here, your data is not collected. We’re just two digital ghosts. Me who talks. You who listents. A simplest interaction.

And finally, a rule I am imposing upon myself:

WTFPL 2.0.

That stands for “Do What The Fuck You Want Public License”. Everything you see on this site (unless specified) - every single word, every photo, every video - is licensed under that.

This means you can download, share and use content from this website in any way you can imagine.

Want to put my pictures as your phone’s wallpaper? Go ahead. Want to draw penises on my face with Photoshop and post it to 4chan? Be my guest. Want to train an AI on all my rants until it develops its own personality? Have fun with that. Want to print my essay and wipe your ass with it? It’s legally, ethically, and morally fine with me.

I believe in freedom. Freedom of expression. Freedom to do whatever the hell you want. I put my work out into the world, and I don’t get to control its fate. So please, have at it.

This blog is a monologue. It’s my journal, my scrapbook, my art gallery, all rolled into one. It exists for me to express myself, and if anyone else wants to read it and be inspired or disgusted, then that’s just a bonus. No metrics, no engagement, no reports. No pressure.

I don’t care if 100 people see it or if only one lonely soul finds their way here.

Welcome to my home. I hope you’ll enjoy your stay here. 😉

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